as i'm sure you can tell if you read this thing.
and yesterday, i had probably the worst day of the whole month so far. so after my 3 hour astronomy lab (which was a mess on it's own) i called weston. and somewhere in between telling him about the rejection e-mail i got about a job i'd really been hoping for, and the presentation i had tonight in which my partner didn't show up, the miscalculations during my lab and everything else that went wrong that day.. i started crying.
'i just want to go home,' i said.
but before i could collapse into the drivers seat of my car, i saw him standing there in the parking lot.
and he had brought me dinner.
and he gave me a big hug that i had needed so much.
and we sat out there and had a romantic dinner.
in the school parking lot. eating out of takeout boxes. on the worst day in a while.
and afterwards i felt a lot better.
he's a good man.
this morning, after class, i was set free for an amazing (and much needed) 5 day weekend. and i'm determined to make the most of it because once i'm back in class next week, it's crunch time until finals. and then i start summer school. (and ballet! exciting!)
so for a few hours this afternoon, we ate, swam, and relaxed.
and it was just so wonderful to be away from my work and away from school for a while.
i have a whole weekend to slow down and i'm really excited about it.
I'm sorry you had a bad day, but hopefully your weekend will get you ready for the end of the semester.
ReplyDeleteBallet sounds super exciting! I always wanted to do it when I was younger, but I never asked because I thought I was too fat. :\
thank you! even just this one day off has already worked it's magic on me. :) and oh no! that is so sad about ballet! if you're still interested in it now, you should give it a try! i always wanted to learn when i was younger too, but we couldn't afford lessons. so when i found a beginners class nearby for the summer i signed up and i'm really looking forward to trying it out! you're never too old to learn something new, right? i just hope i can keep up! haha :)
Deleteto partyweetow: oh girl.. please... I took ballet in the Philippines for a couple years when I was 12 or 13 and I was fat. What was awesome is I was one of the most flexible people there! hahahha you can do it!
Deletethank you! the swim suit was pieced together from forever 21 and target. two very affordable pieces! and yes, i think he is pretty great too. :)
ReplyDeleteThere's a dance studio in the town next to us, but the prices are pretty high. :\ I'm sure Chicago has plenty of options, but it's just a bit too far away (about an hour), and I'm just a bit too broke right now. xD I shall keep looking, though! (Center Stage is one of my guilt-free movies. xD) And I'm sure you'll do great!
ReplyDeleteI was going to take a dance class this summer... (you know... to get the PE credits for the AA degree -___-) but I decided to take a drawing class and an internship instead hahah
ReplyDeleteballet's fun! hope you'll like it!
thanks, yeah i'm excited about it! and um... drawing/internship sounds right up your alley, girl. you are way too talented! sounds like a fun way to spend your summer! :)
Deleteaw thank you! yeah.. I'm pretty excited! and we're moving into the new building during the summer! so i get to help out! :D
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